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Thursday, July 15, 2004

immobilized by the thought of you
paralyzed by the sight of you




i know this is absurd. feeling nervous at this time. its not even 24 hours to me event and i'm haing butterfiles in my tummy, and seems as though my heart's gonna topple out any moment. this is terrible! trying hard to keep myself calm. going through race plan, things to bring, etc. i just hope it'll be fine. it'll be over in 15 secs anyway.

stayed home the whole day. just reading my book and sleeping. not forgetting watching tv and eating. didn have the mood to go anywhere. not even to support the events today. this is so terrible. -breathes in and out slowly-

dong came over to pass me a toothbrush. hahaha hilarious i tell you! and pass me a piece of tissue paper saying " dear daph!! brush your way through and win the race! we will always be behind you yea! after nats... clubbing!!! =) hugs and kisses, jiawei and dong." omg. like how sweet please! i was damn touched la. she still came all the way down to my doorstep somemore. no one has ever done that. thanks a million dong and jiawei! hugs!! i'll do my best, i promise. thanks to the rest who gave their well wishes. i'll fight to the end! =)

think i should get prepared for tomorrow already. hope i'll be alright tomorrow.



xue: hmmm... smells nice. edible i hope! =)





hypnotized by the words you say
not true but I believe ‘em anyway

baring my soul
at 11:16 PM