ABOUT ME

Friday, July 16, 2004

just a figure in a big monopoly game

 

 

nothing much to talk about today. finished the event that i've been working hard for the pass half a year. so much for the all hardwork, and it just takes one small mistake to make everything you've forked out go down the drain. it isnt it the same for everything that i've done? yeah, i think it is.

everyone can tell me that its alright, i can always try again. but they never know, this is actually the best i can give, and i'm just not good enough to stand anywhere near the best, not to even mention beside.  is it pure lack of talent, or is it just my luck.  i dont know. it just hurts inside.

 

 

rhonda: thanks pts for the encouragement, but that wass all i could do.

candice: haha, black chicken soup will be nice, thank you

 

 

 

nothing i do seems to be right.

its not always rainbows and butterflies.

 

 

 

 

throw me a line so I can anchor my pain

baring my soul
at 10:16 PM