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Thursday, July 29, 2004

should I sleep or stay awake

 

 

 

i cant believe i did homework. and for the first time, i completed physics practical without "referring" other people's work. -beams- i did GP before i allowed myself to take a nap. woke up, had dinner and did physics. its a good start!

went to school late today. couldnt walk this morning. my knee was killing me! rah..... went to school for physics practical, chemistry tutorial and PW. we were rushing like mad cows please! grace, koongwoei and i were typing our fingers off man. and bharat was scribbling like nobody's business. was typing intensly, when something distracted me. haha, my pokcet vibrated. that silly girl messaged me. thanks huh jia, for letting me know you were home when there i was, trying to rush like a mad woman. but i'm quite contented now, at least our PW file isnt asthin as before. and weareall getting down to work already.

had a little bonding with dong and xuena., its been a long time since we've done that. and a long time since i spoke to xuena. we kinda drifted and all, and i'm very sad about it. hope things will get better, and we can be like before.

think i shall go to bed now, quite a long day tomorrow. bye world!

 

 

rhon: yes darls!!! on top of broken trust! smiles, i will, dont worry. i'm trying to figure that now, hope i wont be a brainless dumbo like i always am anymore. =) hugs you. thank you so much. loves

huajia: thanks angel. i know, i hope i'd stop being so unlucky all the time. wait, i think its more of dumb than unlucky. but anyhows, thanks. i hope i'd be a happy person soon too, and i know you know how. smiles. hugs

 

 

if only you knew you mean everything to me

if only you knew never fail to bring a smile to me

if only you realised i'll always be here to stay

and that the one that you should call

was standing here all along

 

 

but we are never meant to be

 

 

 

 

our love was meant to be the kind that will never last

what has gone wrong

how come we dont talk anymore

is there nothing left but endless hate

where has all the passion gone

stop stabbing knives into my heart will you

cause very soon i'll be left with none

 

 

just hoping one day I'll get out

 

 

i try to fool myself in believing

things are going to get better

 

 

 

baring my soul
at 11:48 PM