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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

so this is what you mean and this is how you feel
so this is how you see and this is how you breathe




so i skipped school i the end. went to support the swimmers, and they did very well!! congras!! =) rushed back to school after that for training. was practising starts halfway, and it just had to start raining heavily. thunder and lightning somemore! so we all had to stop.

collected our track suits, number tags, safety pins, ect. i suddenly felt like withdrawing from nats, cause i feel that i'm really unprepared for this. but after mr goh ended the briefing session, esther requested to play this short video she made with the help of wilson, dedicated to TJ track team. it was a very inspirational video, telling us not to give up and all, and i am really very touched by it. i suddenly felt that nats wasnt that scary afterall. all i have to do is give my best shot. as simple as that. but then again, easier said than done.

i'm not going to school from tomorrow. really dont feel likefacing so many people around me. having people asking me when's nats and good luck. i really appreciate all the well wishes, but i feel very stressed up and all. its just me. i get all worked up and worry too much before everything. hope it'll be better during nats.

i'm tired. tired of everything. i just wanna give up.
but i wont.



candice: hahaha, so much for being my future instant BEST FRIEND right?!

cia: haha, sorry, i already skipped them. yeah, see you around!! =)




but sometimes I know sometimes I go down deep
sometimes, I give myself away sometimes I know down deep

baring my soul
at 12:04 AM