i just cant seem to see things the way you do
i couldnt stop myself from reminiscing
i hate it when a wave of nostalgia hits me
but i guess its alright
to think about them once in a while
to think about you
and the things you did
that made my life so beautiful
i missed those late night chats we had
the days i had to wait for you after school
those movie dates we had
hanging out with your friends
our early morning messages
which never failed to brighten up my day
and our go-to-bed messages
which placed me in wonderland
i missed those days spent in your crib
the times i looked into your mesmerizing eyes
which told me this is gonna be forever
but turned out to be a lie
the moments of joy when you lay in my arms
where i could hear your synchronised heartbeat
that told me you will never leave me
then i realise i was deaf
the times you tried to whisper in my ears
and i'll push you away
but end up giving in and
you whispered those three words
that made my heart turn into fondue chocolate instantly
the times you told me i was your one and only
and that you'll always be there for me
but i have never felt you anywhere near
i missed the times i would stop work
stare into space and think of you
then smile stupidly to myself
the times i just stared at your photo
claiming to myself that you're Ms Universe
and the times i thought to myself
that i couldnt ask for more
to be the most fortunate person alive
but i guess these were all meant to come to an end
things changed
you've changed,
or is it that i didn know you well at all
i've changed
so you claimed
sorry i cant be perfect
i've tried, really hard
but in the end, you left
leaving me with nothing
but deep cuts i dont deserve
i've stoppped thinking of the day you'll come home to me
because it seems to be a fantasy
i just hope you'd be happy
that'll be all i can ever ask for
was bounded by the life you left behind
