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Wednesday, August 04, 2004

something i've be keeping
locked away behind my lips




skipped the makeup chemistry lecture today. rushed home to sleep. was damn tired today. was trying so hard to keep my eyes opened.

well, just another normal school day, hilarious with little jokes here and there, boring lessons, energy draining lectures, etc etc. and ITS ONLY TUESDAY!!!! its alright, a long weekend to look forward to, celebrations for the nation, fireworks, joy for 39 years of freedom. the whole nation should be cheering. i will too, but with dampened spirits. do you know how it feels to be in crowd of thousands of partying people, but yet feel as though you're the only person existing? well, i do. its terrible i swear. but i'm sure that'll happen to me again. i just hate this period.

i know i should be blogging this, but anyhow,

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNI DEX AND RHON!!
and many more to come! stay lovey and happy!
hugs both.

to carrie, sorry i've been so busy and kinda lost contact and all. i'm really upset about it. i missed the days we'll just sit somewhere, have a cup of something, and pour our hearts out. i hope those days will come back soon. hope to see you soon. hugs. missed you loads!


cher: you wont die please! and i wont disappear fromyour life, dont worry! missed you!

vanessa: oh hi! thanks for popping by. you take care too. leave your add? i'll link you too.



and i can feel you breathing
and it's keeping me awake
can you feel it beating
my heart's sinking
like a weight

things that i was of sure then
have filled me up with doubt






how am i supposed to feel
about the things i've done
i don't know if i should stay
or turn around and run

baring my soul
at 12:29 AM