ABOUT ME



Tuesday, September 07, 2004

involuntary muscle contraction
ignoring and drinking musical gas fume euphoria







how does it feel to be shouted and screamed at
for something you havent done.
i was so close to bursting into anger
was trying so hard to keep cool.



then she called
which made me smile
thanks so much darling.





cher: sorry for being dumb, but what was i being strong for? hahaha, those jap guys were too cute that even i noticed them. you know how cute they are then.

yan: thanks huh. do you always have to mock me?!





on a monday i am waiting
tuesday i am fading
and by wednsday i cant sleep
then the phone rings i hear you
and the darkness is a clear view
casue you have come to rescue me
fall, with you i fall so fast
i can hardly catch my breath
i hope this lasts.






if anger’s a gift, then i guess i’ve been blessed



baring my soul
at 1:45 AM