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Monday, May 01, 2006

i want more

ben & jerry's. mission accomplished! haha, thanks to miss tan, i had a wonderful Labour's Day desert.lunch with tina and gang can be so enjoyable cause they're simply so hilarious, you cant close your teeth together.wonder how long more will i get to share meals with them.

it is only the first day of the month and i already have that periodic impulsive of wanting to grab everything i see, throw them at the counter, flash my card, press the pin and sashay out of the store with my fruits of hardwork.i'm crazy. this only seem to happen when i'm out with jj. SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME YOU HUGE MONSTER!

it feels so good to have shorter nails again. goodbye to continuous typo errors, hello to painless process of taking my contacts out. d, you did a great job! thanks, love.

i seem to have forgotten how it is like to feel pain from right within your skin. to ache everytime you awake and realise that it is all a dream. why do we even have dreams?

to see a woman in your dream, represents nurturance, passivity, caring nature, and love. it refers to your own female aspects or may also represent your mother. alternatively, it may indicate temptation and guilt. if you know the woman, then it may symbolize the concerns and feelings you have about her.

and sometimes i really wonder whether my existence matters. maybe it doesnt, maybe it does, too much, it shouldnt be shown.this is so nonsensical. i dont know what's going on anymore. but does it really make a difference if i knew? probably not.

another new week, uncertain of what the next day will be like. living each day like its the last, hopefully. it makes things alot easier that way you know.



if you could love me again
the way you loved me last summer



impossible to ignore

baring my soul
at 9:58 PM