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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

she's loving her still


my body clock apparently seems to be alittle faulty now, and i'm finding it very hard to adjust to the normal one that i used to have. now, i sleep at 5-7am every day and i only wake up at say 2-4pm? its crazy i know. i want my 12am sleep and 9am wake back!

i'm supposed to write a list of what i need to get for school and all, but i dont seem to be very willing to get down to that, imagine how difficult it will be for me to try and buy them! its not that i'm lazy, just that i dont want to, i dont know why. probably a part of me doesnt wanna start school, maybe a part of me just wants to stay whereever i am. whatever it is, i have to start real soon!

my second last driving lesson today. didnt turn out to be as bad as i expected it to be. and the Anthony said that it wasnt too bad, judging that i havent been on the wheels for two weeks. i just NEED to be calm and relax to pass. I NEED THE GODDAMNED LICENSE! GIVE IT TO ME!!

my bro's snoring away, ten steps from where i'm sitted. poor him, with a mouth full of ulcers, a rather bad new hair cut, and having sat for a gruelling exam of 3 hours. he needs that sleep.


learning to barely feel the pain




after all this time

baring my soul
at 2:16 AM