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Monday, July 03, 2006

would lay with me


the whole week has been hetic, no planned outings, no nothing. dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining about it, just reviewing the whole week. the wake has ended, CS has collected the ash back home and all. its a brand new kinda life for him. its so tough, and i really admire his strength and not to forget his maturity. things will get better CS, we'll all be around for you at least.

i've finally started packing up, and i realised that there's just too much junk! i think 20 black bags wont be enough to clear everything. but i dont know, its just so difficult to do so, especially throwing the unwanted stuff away. and its so difficult to start packing again after i stop. i'm just so reluctant to. well, who isnt?

i was just wondering, if it never ends, then when do i start? and where do i start from?

i suddenly lost the mood to blog. probably i can do it better at night.


we dont need anything or anyone


and just forget the world

baring my soul
at 3:13 PM