ABOUT ME

Monday, August 14, 2006

let things go round

when things come out from the other side of the road, and you dont seem to realise which way leads back home. when you feel that the pain is so excruciating, you cant feel your fingers, cause it cant stop seeping through your skin, cant stop flowing through your veins. it becomes a part of you, and it is what your heart pumps for. bewildered and uncertain, you lose your bearings, you lose your life into endlessness.

do you know what it feels like to try and be yourself but you cant feel or grasp anything? the agony of staring into the mirror and not being able to recognise who you see? when people around you are crying desperately for help but you feel so unworthy cause you cant do anything to help ease their pain? no you wont, cause you can only feel for yourself, and you are all you see.

am i making you sound as if you're not worth a single cent? or am i downgrading you to the extent, you have no position on this planet. as much as i hate to admit, it is this selfishness which capivates me.

apart from all the random rubbish, please forgive me, i hope to reach out to you. damn it, i want to go home.


the stranger in my eyes



so the world will stop

baring my soul
at 1:25 AM