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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

just turn your face away

i wonder what its like to somersault in a back flip manner. would it bring me back to everything i ever wanted and wished for, and still have the ability to attain it? if i could, i would try till my bones shatter, at least it would feel better that way. that at least i've tried and i know where i went wrong.

i realised, i really hate to change my opinion on issues, and the schemas that have already formed and rooted. its difficult, almost impossible, cause it feels like you've to live all over again. i'm not exaggerating, its true, for me at least. yet sometimes, you dont seem to have a choice.when nothing works your way, and all you're left with is a left or a right turn, with no straight road a head or a U-turn sign anywhere in sight. i believe its time for me to change certain perspectives about life, my life, and the way its going to be, like it or not.

have i mentioned how much i miss you? its probably as much as how i feel, and have been feeling for you. very self-explanatory i know. but i guess, i have to agree with you for the first time in the entire history, that it is time it ends. there's not going to be anything out of it, no matter how much i beg and pray. its just not going to happen.

please, just let go of me.


when the night was young


when you see nothing at all

baring my soul
at 1:58 AM