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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

no use deceiving

i dont know if anything i do is worth the effort anymore. its so difficult to tell yourself that what you're doing is for a good cause and you see nothing at the end of it. as much as i wish to be as good as i think i am now, i'm so far away from that. that disappointment is so intense, it drowns me.

its a month away yet it seems so long. i need to breathe soon, i need a real good sleep. i need to stop thinking and start reading. i need to get through this, really.

physically, mentally and emotionally drained.

i need Your touch, i need Your love.


you lonelily let him push under your bone


neither of us wants to be alone

baring my soul
at 2:14 AM