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Friday, March 09, 2007

in the middle of the night

i wonder, would your life really come to an end this instant just because you think it would? if its so, would there be a lot more suicide cases? not that it has anything related to anything i've been studying in uni, but this question just popped into my mind as i was in the washroom. is there another or many other steps in ending your life other than just wanting to? i guess there are, just that wanting to end your life badly enough is extremely crucial.

if things in life could just come flowing in just because you say it would, or at least you thought so, how wonder is that? i always believe people want their lives to be better, even if its just a tad bit, and even if they insist that they're contented with their lives. i think absolute contentment is rubbish. but then again, how much better is better?

how ironic, while i'm sitting, with Fergie spinning on itunes and a bunch of lunatic caucasians partying their lives away just a couple of metres from where i am, i'm still, all empty and skeptical, typing and typing just to try and make myself feel better.

maybe life should be a little better.



love me when i'm gone


is he gonna be by your side

baring my soul
at 2:05 AM