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Thursday, March 22, 2007

let the music carry you



gossips are all about the power to judge and condemn others, to feel superior to others somehow. it is a contradiction of public opinion and private behaviour. and it is something everyone likes to do, whether you like to admit it or not. its human nature, its a form of expression, its an outlet to vend your frustrations. it just makes people feel better.

have you ever felt like you want to let go of something which you should treasure and hold so close to your heart, just because you once and for a very long time thought that its gonna be all worth it? you want to let it go because you hate the feeling of abandonment. when you get to a promised venue to find that you are all alone? a feeling you've experienced so many times, you just get so afraid of. then now tell me, which is a wise choice. to stick to your old beliefs, or to let it go in attempts of self-defence.

recently, i stumbled upon something which reminded me of someone. someone i should have forgotten a long time ago. someone not worth me mentioning. ironically, i've decided that i want to. the thought of her infuriates me. it is so painful, it burns like ice. but whenever i think i think of you, i know that i'm not alone.


with a blazing smile, i die


maybe i'll follow you

baring my soul
at 12:11 AM