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Sunday, April 08, 2007

when you charmed me


when your mind's in a whirl, and you feel you've so much you want to say that you're about to explode any moment, but nothing comes out at the end. its that indescribable feeling that makes you sick, makes you feel like digging your guts out and crush it into pieces.

sometimes, there are things you do which make you end up wondering why you did it. and i think, i happens all the time actually. it makes you wake up realising you dont at all belong to this place, it makes you so disgusted with yourself. i wonder why. i cant quite put my finger to it, but perhaps its the best option left, you reckon?

shimmering lights dont really memerise me that much, just that i choose to drown in them. dont ask me why, i really dont know how to answer that. music doesnt make me high, just that i allow my soul to be taken away. its not that somethings hurt me, just that i dont stop them from destroying me.

i'd love to know that it would be more peaceful to have a life where nothing around you bothers a least to you, and that self-centeredness is the way of live. how cool does that sound? something that would interest you right?


drank so much last night i think that i drown



you should have gotten down on it

baring my soul
at 3:44 AM