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Thursday, May 24, 2007

if we could take one step back

"those who are faithful know only the trivial side of love: it is the faithless who know love's tragedies."

i happen to find this phrase so damn true. in my opinion, this is parallel to what people always say, 'ignorance is bliss'. indeed, it is. there are so many times, we hope there is only that much we know, but i guess, most of the time, we unknowingly, unwillingly are exposed to more than what we need to know. then, it comes to how you digest whatever that you know. some people choose to not bother about it, but some find that they cant seem to ignore whatever that they've newly acquired.

recently, there have been many occasions where the topic of relationship has been brought up, and that made me reflect on alot of things. things that i might have never noticed or acknowledged.

i have made a decision and a comment that has totally destroyed my so-call principles. this makes me so confused with myself now, i dont know how to face myself. it makes me wonder if i have ever really stuck closely to my moral values. and the thought of it just makes me feel so sick, so disgusted with myself. but then again, it is logic which made me draw that conclusion, it is logic which made me make that decision, and that comment. and logically reasoning is something we should never disregard.

you once said that it is a cold hard fact that love never existed. i always felt that love, is that special something between two people, something that bonds two people together. no wonder you never thought that love existed, now i know why.


you are the form of art that made everything out of nothing


to make everything alittle clearer

baring my soul
at 2:29 AM