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Monday, June 11, 2007

we must free out these tired souls

knowing that i should be in bed by now, and knowing that i wouldnt be able to find anything to say, here i am, trying to force something out of my fingers. sometimes, dont you just wonder why do you try so hard? even though you know you'll get anything out of it. people, sigh.

i wonder how some people can get so impossible, it makes you loss for words. its that kind of exasperated feeling, it just chokes you inside. i'm not frustrated, only because i have no reason to, but i cant help feeling this way. something has to change, it must be rearranged, cause it is getting out of hand. but what can be done? not up to me to handle, but standing at a corner and seeing whatever that is happening just makes me feel helpless as well. but thinking about it, deep down inside, i really pity you. and i hope this will work out well.

tonight, is another night where the silence is just so deafening. together with the coldness, it just makes everything seem so depressing. it makes me wonder if there is even anyone out there to feel the same way. but if this poor soul exists too, i will pray for you. and i hope that everything will be alright for you soon, too.

this is a 5am syndrome. senseless utterances, throbbing head, sleeplessness. it is a sign to hit the sacks.


the city looks so nice from, pity i cant see it clearly


before the sun shines just kills us both

baring my soul
at 4:49 AM