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Monday, July 30, 2007

a breath between us could be miles

as i look through some random stuff, suddenly something hit me really hard on the face. it probably sounds like a norm, but for the first time, it came so clear to me.

some people get through things very quickly, some people get left behind. those who get through things quickly seize every opportunity, but those who are left behind expect things to come to them. those who get through things in a breeze are now, happy and fortunate people, but those who are left behind, and only wrench their hearts out and envy others. i'm not trying to say which is right and which isnt, nor am i suggesting that one is better than the other, cause i think, at the end of the day, it will all mount up to be the same.

to put it in a nicer way, those who are left behind wait for the right opportunity to come. the right target, the right path. if it comes it comes, if it doesnt, thats just too bad. sometimes i wonder, what if it really never comes, what will these people end up with? do you believe that there is always that someone who is destined to be with you? even if this person doesnt feel the same way as you do, even if this person never appears, you will continue waiting. i've personally never tried to disagree with this notion, thats why i'm too, left behind.

i have a smile, stretched from ear to ear, to see you walking down the road. we meet at the lights, i stare for awhile, the world around us disappears. its just you and i in my island of hopes, a breath between us could be miles. let me surround you, a sea to your shore, let me be the calm you seek. but everytime i'm close to you there's too much i cant say, and you just walk away. and i forgot to tell you, i love you. and the night's too long and cold without you here. i greive in my condition, for i cannot find the words to say i need you so.

just tell me which way you like that


let me be the calm you seek

baring my soul
at 12:39 AM