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Friday, July 20, 2007

i'm so strung on you

here i am, once again, back in a place so familiar, it scares me. with my feet out on top of the coffee table, and the laptop on my lap, i try to get the emotions to flow out from my fingers. cause there's so much caught within me, i think i might blow up.

i like to know that people around me are so blissfully in love. but yet when i'm spending those alone-times, there is always a tiny tug in my heart whenever i think about it. cause it only makes me realise that i'm the only one who's left alone. i'm the only one having to deal with everything else but that of having a partner. good choice bad choice, i really didn have any.

you've gotten my hooked up like a drug, and i cant seem to get enough of you. but everything just ends there. our summer is over, everything else wraps up. at least its better than us sinking into too much emotions. sometimes i wonder if it were to be better if i was the one and not someone else. think about it, you could be mine. and from a hundred and a thousand miles, i'm missing you. but the worst thing, is to know that you'll never be mine.

many more ahead for me. heads up, chest out. second year, here i come. this time, nothing else will bring me down.

you've got me wrapped around your finger.


i can barely move

baring my soul
at 1:12 AM