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Sunday, July 01, 2007

it is so easy to see

i've been trying hard to convince myself that many things that have been happening this past month has begin to subside upon my return, but apparantly, it turns out to be otherwise. it really makes me wonder what is it that is wrong.

smoking, drinking, dancing, puking, screaming, sobbing.

i think too many things can happen at once, you would be thrown off your feet. you would be loss for words and for that moment, you would be clueless of what to. that is exactly how i felt last night. when you see your friends starting to break into tiny sobs because of one friend's tears, you will realise how strong the friendship is, and it made me realise how damnit far i'm away from my friends half the time, that not a single tear formed behind my wreached eyes.

as much as i wish that things will just fall into place, in the exact way i want them to, i have to admit, it happens to go the other way round. everything is turning out opposite ways that i've expected them to. and it really puzzles me. i think this roller coaster ride has been for far too long, i need to slow down a little, and put things back into place, to put my heart into place. oh wait, i would need it back first, wouldnt i?

say goodbye to the world you thought you've lived in


the dysfunction between you and me

baring my soul
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