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Saturday, December 29, 2007

even though you're gone

i think i should talk about this, before i lose the courage to ever bring it up again. though now, i'm sitting here, supposedly calm, i still find myself fighting back tears and trying not to think of the past. now, it is a totally different feeling all together. i no longer have to pray and hope that you'd continue remembering me, but its that i hope for your return one day. even if its just in my dreams, i wished you'd talk to me, you'd call me the way no one else can ever imitate. i think of all the things i want to say to you, all the things that i should have done, just makes me crumble inside. all i do now, is pray for the very best for you, and to carry on with what i've promised you to. the only thing that i'm glad about, is that you no longer need to fight the pain, you no longer have to worry. now its time to let me do the worrying for you. now that you're gone, i'll only be stronger, and i will always keep you in my heart, in the past, now, always.

rest in peace, i love you always, granny.


you still mean the world to me

baring my soul
at 2:20 AM