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Saturday, December 29, 2007

this howling storm

we always tell ourselves that we think we know. but do we really know? we think that we can leave things till later to deal with, but by the time we get to it, it is already beyond redemption. we dont lose the things we fight hard to keep, we just lose those we really want to have.

i find it so ridiculous, the way i let things be swept under the carpet, and not do anything about it. it is becoming to the extend, that i feel like i've been swept under the carpet. this whole game of secrecy was indeed enticing, but its getting pretty weary now. i never wanted to be someone special, nor did i ask to be someone in between. i just wanted to be who i am and do what i think i do best. but it is getting very tiring. i dont want to feel as if i'm being sucked off every single right i deserve and most of all, i am not trash. i dont come and go as people like, i do that when i feel like it. that, is the right i deserve, the right to be myself.

at the end of the day, you didnt run to her, you came to me. but what was i left with after you took off?


if you could take it back a step, all over again


crashing into me

baring my soul
at 2:30 AM