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Sunday, February 10, 2008

like a flower

has your heart been taken away, the very first time you saw her smile. the smile that just keeps you wanting for more. that smile that you know you'd probably never ever see again, yet you'd do anything to get a step closer to it. like what most people say, falling in love with someone at first sight, the infamous tagline "you had me at hello".

i personally do not believe in such superficial incidents, yet i'm envious of those who actually made it happen. how can someone fall in love with another just at once glance? it is so amazing, yet so unbelievable.

it is times like this where i feel that i need something more than just what i have now, but i'm too afraid to want for more. what does it mount up to when you have the desire, but no courage to acquire? then you fall back into the comfort zone which you have been seeking solace in, you just dont want to move. i truly believe this is the reason why i've been procrastinating so much. finding all sorts of reasons to think that being alone is the best option for me. who can take another setback?

so all i can do now, is to brave 21 the way i had for 18, 19 and 20, to fight this urge of wanting to abandon the familiarity of being alone. cause only you wouldnt hurt yourself, will you?

building life on stones and pebbles

soaking in the rain

baring my soul
at 11:20 PM